Lagi-lagi..... dengan sikapnya yang super weird! make me so curious!ah.....gak tau deh agenda dia apa.... keputusan dia dengan alasan yang sebenarnya gak aku ngerti sama sekali, terpaksa ku "ignore" aja...
Pada dasarnya aku sudah hilang rasa untuk mau bergaul lagi dengannya...tapi aku gak muna.. if someday he comes again... i wish there will be a tiny miracle from him..a surprising decision "i want you to be my wife and the mother of my children", "yes you are the one!".. "Bismillah, Will you Marry ME?"
obviously, aku gak akan LANGSUNG bilang "i do!" no no... i will say "okay i will think about that again and when i give my answer i want you to make some VOWS" if he really wants me he will wait and do what i ask.... but...OH LA LA...this is only my imagination... maybe after that day, he closed his heart for me right after he sent that sms... i don't know what's my exact feeling to him... i love and hate and upset and angry at same time.
apakah memang orang2 yang berasal dari tempat "itu" punya nature seperti "itu"??
atau memang sikap ego laki2.. tapi sepertinya cuma dia yang super duper WEIRD!
well.... i dunno............ but what i feel now...i miss him...yes i miss him...i miss our fight...SO BAD..
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